2002-12-31 - 5:29 p.m.

And it comes to be, that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel...

Is just a freight train coming your way.

A thousand and one things I could tell, but that is life... I burn to create, yet rage to destory.

The old war wizzard struck with his staff, blindsiding the young apprentice, and sending the younling to the ground. In fury, the youngster rose, eyes light as with the fires of hell, moving at impossible speed and crushing his fist into the old ones stomach, grinning ferally at the satisfaction of the sound of cracking ribs. Before he could strike again, he fell to the ground, uncoincious. The old one muttered "You little bastard.. If we didn't need a beast, you would be dead."

Sickness still affects me.. my head hurts for the 3rd day now.. My voice is hideous compared to its normal nasal drone..

And it feels right this time..

The distant thunder calls, the chimes are loose, and they ring in my direction..

Its a good day to be alive.

Smack your bitch up is playing now.. GODS that would be satifying. ~smirks~ Now to go aquire a bitch. Catch my bitch up, smack my bitch up.

If I fellllllllllll... And don't deny me.. no baby now don't deny me.. darlin don't be afraid..... But I don't get, don'tcha think.. look in my face, step in my soul soul, I begin to stupify.

You do, I can see in your eyes.. I can see when you laught at me, look down at me, walk around on me... Just one, more fight about your leadership, and I will strait up lead your shit.. cause I've had enough of this, and now I'm pissed.

Must not listen to music.. must not..

I've been, watching you awhile, since you walked into my life.. Monday morning when first I heard you speak to me.. I was to shy to let you know, much to scared, to let my feelings show, but you sheilded me and that was the begining... Now at last we can talk, in another way.. and though I cry, I....

Gah.. ~shuts off music, turns off computer, and goes to get drunk so his mind will shut the hades up~ Dark bodhisatva my ass.